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Rende's

by Phargo.

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The lovechild of Pity Sex, Braid, and anime. Phargo: https://phargo.bandcamp.com/
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I'm tired of staying still And making lists I don't finish. I can't do anything, But keep wasting all my time And finding ways to stay useless; Ways to make excuses And I don't feel a thing Like all I felt before There's no beauty in the world I don't wanna waste forever But I just wanna wait forever Sometimes I wish the sun would just explode I don't wanna waste forever But I just wanna stay forever I don't do anything anymore Minutes pass and hours blur I stay tethered to a chair in a dark room With the headphones filling up my brain And the walls just like my heart; faded and plain I stay up nights because sleep won't come Stay guilty thinking about all I do wrong Do I think too much? Or not enough? Am I getting old? Or giving up? I convince myself to wake up one more time To spend another day alone stuck in my mind And disappoint myself with how I live But can't be bothered to do a thing about it
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Restless nights in bed Just to think that I'm alone again This isn't what they meant When they said, "You will do great things," Back in my school days Sure it seems like I've lost my way Just for me to look back And say all the things about it that I hate I admit That I just don't care for it At all Do you ever think about me? Well, I don't believe you
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Untitled 01:41
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Don't be sorry you have to go You already feel bad enough anyway And with the phone pressed so hard to my ear I can almost feel your pain We'll have to wait up till we're older Just don't forget my name It's march 4th, and still snowing I'm sorry I took so long Though, I can't say I'm upset That I don't have to go home And I'll bet you the snow falls At 5 centimeters too I'll bet you the snow falls Like I know that we'll do When did I start writing Letters to no one? Why'd I let you go? Why can't I let go? Now I'm giving up on you And I'm giving up on me I'm always staring at the sidewalk You're in everything I see Having the same dream again About the words you never read And freezing on the floor
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I saw you walking through town And balancing on the parking lot bumpers again But I pretended like I didn't hear you When you saw me and asked how I'd been Why do you have to keep texting me? I keep writing back and hovering over send And I'm sick of your invitations I'm not going to try out new restaurants with you and your friends But I read everything And at night I find myself Staring at the same few images You tell me things like I hope you'll warm up to me Once we buff out those rough edges So maybe I'll stay home Spending time with myself Christmas lights on my walls Spinning quicker So maybe I'm on my own Putting up pictures on my shelf Spending all my sick days Getting sicker
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Misaki 04:39
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Killing time essentially is killing myself.
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I won't say it's alright I won't say it's up to me I'm alright with not coming to This is really nothing new Needless to say that things have changed The way we say we never said However much I choose to stage Is just me Hoping that someone feels the same The nights you spent stuck in my head The days we ate the lunch I made I'm awful I won't say it's alright (I won't even make a move) I won't make you pick and choose (Differentiate myself from you) I won't say that I'm not confused (We all know that I'm your fool) Waiting for you to make a move Needless to say that things have changed Sleepless over one I have not met In light of the mistakes I made Bowing in Sometimes I think I'm feeling strange Wishing for a chance to just forget I swear that I will be okay If you stay for a while

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OZ-037

Phargo: phargo.bandcamp.com
Buy the tape: http://www(dot)ozonarecords(dot)limitedrun(dot)com/products/555652-phargo-rendes-cs

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released July 31, 2015

Blake - vox/guitar
Motes - bass, like two snare hits
Pat - drums
Zack - guitar/vox

Recorded by Dave Rogers at The Shop in Patterson, Louisiana
Mixed by Dave Rogers
Mastered by Dylan Babineaux

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